I did not have to think long about what I wanted to talk about as it's something that has been coming up for me quiet a bit. That is faith. I have had a couple pretty bad days this last month, I have questioned my self, doubted, and to be honest been pretty down right mean to me.
Last week a question was posted about prayer and meditation in a daily routine, and how did ones feel about it,, was it important to them in there life as a witch. For me it is. For me it is the straight strength I get from going every morning in prayer and meditation. It is what I draw my energy from each day, how I know what is best next thing to do. I ask for help, I ask what it is I need to do not just for me but for others, in recovery we were taught also to do daily spot check inventory's, of our selves. To correct mistakes when we make them, and that we would intuitively know right from wrong, and do the next best thing, and I love how things when asked for at the right time will just come to you,, that my friends is faith.
Everything happens for a reason, most of us believe that. My little pity party I had may well have been just what I needed to get angry enough to take action. (and btw I was angry at me, does that ever make me even more mad,, lol ) So after a good cry, (very cleansing) I just waited. I am very watchful now of everything,, words, songs, smells, feelings, anything that I see, or even dont see, but can just tell. (I go by gut instincts, and I trust me.) A good witch knows, and gets answers. Im watchful for it to appear again. If it does I know then I am being told something.
"The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide that you are not going to stay where you are."
— JP Morgan
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